Sunday, April 30, 2006

To my Oregon, USA.

The West Wind
- By John Masefield

IT'S a warm wind, the west wind, full of birds' cries;
I never hear the west wind but tears are in my eyes.
For it comes from the west lands, the old brown hills.
And April's in the west wind, and daffodils.

It's a fine land, the west land, for hearts as tired as mine,
Apple orchards blossom there, and the air's like wine.
There is cool green grass there, where men may lie at rest,
And the thrushes are in song there, fluting from the nest.

"Will ye not come home brother? ye have been long away,
It's April, and blossom time, and white is the may;
And bright is the sun brother, and warm is the rain,--
Will ye not come home, brother, home to us again?

"The young corn is green, brother, where the rabbits run.
It's blue sky, and white clouds, and warm rain and sun.
It's song to a man's soul, brother, fire to a man's brain,
To hear the wild bees and see the merry spring again.

"Larks are singing in the west, brother, above the green wheat,
So will ye not come home, brother, and rest your tired feet?
I've a balm for bruised hearts, brother, sleep for aching eyes,"
Says the warm wind, the west wind, full of birds' cries.

It's the white road westwards is the road I must tread
To the green grass, the cool grass, and rest for heart and head,
To the violets, and the warm hearts, and the thrushes' song,
In the fine land, the west land, the land where I belong.

Michael Jackson comes to town in 1979

Saturday, April 29, 2006

0,1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21....

I am sorry for you.
But I pity you.
I hope you prove me wrong by Rocking life and not stumbling across the Journey.


You will not know the beauty of Complexity.
You do not know the tricky nature of the Mind.
You do not know the beauty of Nature, nor her Chaos.
You do not know the beauty of a Purple Flower, nor its Poignancy.
You do not know the evil of Human.
You do not know the Greatness of Human.
You do not know the Power of Will.
You do not know of the Fire of Desire.
You do not know the Human Endeavour.
You do not know the Sweet Bitterness of Love!
You do not know the power of Words, Language.
You do not know the lessons of Literature.
You do not know the Warped Creativity.
You do not know the value of Culture.
You do not know the importance of Caring.

You do not like the reality that is spoken by Mathematics.
You do not like the various viewpoints of Sociology.
You do not know what makes you work.
You do not even care about what you are made of and what everything is made of.
You do not know Quantum Computors, or what Nanotechnology is going to do for you and your kids.

Maybe you just don't care about life.
Maybe you are scared to live it.
Maybe you do not want to know about your Potential.
Maybe you just want to Sleep.
Maybe you do not know that there are infinity possibilities.
Maybe you do not understand that there is an infinity to experience!
Maybe you do not know that we have a very limited time.
Or, well, you do not care.

You will not know the beauty of Divine Singularity. You have not seen God either.
You do not even know yourself.
You do not even know Your Goals.

You are just dreaming away...
You see beauty in reflections not in reality.
You do not want to go ahead.
You have given up.

What Beauty can you see in the Universe?
A mere reflection...

So here's to my Perception,
Here's to the Human Nature,
Here's to the Human Mind,
Here's to God,
Here's to my Love,
Here's to my Achievements,
Here's to my Desire,
Here's to my Future,
Here's to Infinite Possibilities,
Here's to my Life.

I am right behind you,
Maybe it's high time for you to get up my friend...

More pics.








The last pic is of my roomies!!! I love and miss them soo much. Elina and Sherona.
The Second last is of Joel & moi!!!
Then shamir and me on the Camel.
Then my Aunt et yours truely on this game thingie at King city which is kind of like Esel World types...only 10 times better...
Then my two cousins, Janice and Judith. The one who's hugging the other is Jan, she's the one who's exactly like me... It's soo awesome!!!
Then again, it's just yours truely, in the sweat shirt that they gifted me, and if you notice my feet they're covered in tiger. Infact they've magically transformed themseleves into Tigers!!! RAWRRR!
Then again it's moi. I was asleep with this huge doggie stuffed animal that Jan owns(lucky her), and Noel woke me up for pics.
Well, thats all for the Israel pics, ofcourse there are tons more. But this is more important so there you go. Enjoy!!!

My pics.


Picture #1
This, my friends is at this party that the American lot invited us too, it's when we stayed in the tents with the Beduin tribes. There was this guy performing and picking up random whites to dance(discrimination I tell you) But we had an awesome time as you probably can tell by the expression on our faces. Next to me is Noel. to the right of me is Joel, Elana, Hottie in the order of the way they are seated.

Pictures #2 & #3. This is David & Dorith. our madrichims. The trip wouldn't have been half as fun if not for them... I miss them Terribly.



Picture #4
This is while we were all dressed up to be Biblical characters. we rode on donkeys in these costumes (the boys had to ask a girl each to a donkey. I got asked by two, shamir asked me first so I said "yes" to him, then Joel did so I told him that i was already taken,. Lol.)


Pics #5 & #6
Five is by the dead sea, I proudly was the only girl who managed to get this mukh on myself. Unfortunately no pics of me were taken. But the boys covered in mukh Are Shamir, Elad and Jonathan respectively. The latter two are the army dudes with us. :)
The sixth pic is of sabbath day (friday0. we are supposed to do a good deed on such a day, we collected tomatoes for the poor anmd also indulged in a rotten-tomato fight!!!


Pic #7
This is at aroung 2 int he night. This is when we were with the beduin tribe. This was the mess hall. Like our dining room. I did a little dance on the table here. You know the hip-shaking thing. lol. The guy whos holding me tight is Shamir. And I think u guys should know the rest. Too bad if you don't.



I'm soo very sorry to have taken soo very long!!!

Well, here goes nothing.



Thursday, April 27, 2006

nuts u shud be proud of me!!!!!!!!!!!

hey!!!!!!!!!!!
finally,i joined de blog n writin also.................unlike de l.j,where i was all pissed n all...............hope de same thing doesnt happen here............neways lets not be -ve.
so wwat else my frds?im so happy now a days,just cant tell u'll...........seriously waitin 4 de appartment thingy 2 happen man..........my day was so rokin yesterday!!!!!!!!! we laughed so much..........my god!!!!!!!!!i wish v cud do dis everyday.............full day wid frds,wud be so much fun..........
well i hope i remember my username n password as well,so dat i can write more often............neways just incase i forget it,den u'll pls remember it 4 me...............
here it is: user name: xdinkyx
password:(dat i'll remember)

Sunday, April 23, 2006

My poem.

I wrote this one at the leadership class today. I was actually thoroughly bored and thought of a creative thing to keep my mind busy with.
The Holocaust.
"Six down, five to go!!!"
Eleven men standing in a row
Fallen six, kneeling five
They all must die, they all die.
"Bang!!! Bang!!!" They'd shoot us down
"Bang!!! Bang!!!" and we'd fall down.
One more day, one more breath
just to bring us closer to death.
Why that one? why Even one?
Take me now, let me be done.
Is this life? how one must live?
Nothing to take... nothing to give.
Hollow hollow, how hollow I am
Standing here like a useless dam
No water behind, no water headforth
Protecting nothing, not anymore.
My family is dead. Not a tear to cry
Like the dam, my eyes be dry
"Bang!!! Bang!!!" I heard so loud
Dead now. Finally down.
Well, that's it. Leave comments.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Waiting for the 212

You are right.
I can't eat my cake and have it too. Sorry. It's my bad. I'll try so that it wouldn't happen again. So heres' to Pschitt!


Maybe I can't express myself properly that's why I use poetry...that too boring.

My trip in Hyderabad showed me this.
1) People in South India are very quality conscious and rich enough to afford it.
2) If I get into jewellery I will probably doing the same shit- begging from shop to shop so that they would take my goods.

Now I want to create something exclusive, something exquisite and get niche with it. Something which would be valued and which would hold power...It's so interesting to just think about it, I'm sure working on it will be awsome.

But how do I know I am capable, i.e, creative enough to come up with something different and luxurious? Do I even have the mental capability to compete with Joop!, Christian Dior, D'Damas, DTC, etc. etc.? Do I have enough capital to just go flat out? What about generating Publicity? Am I smart enough to even go there? I can't even draw a straight line.

Welcome to the mind of an entrepreneur.



"The secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources."
Albert Einstein
US (German-born) physicist (1879 - 1955)

Saturday, April 08, 2006

...No Such Things As Monsters

Kaisha ni iku. (Going to the office.)

The Wildness of the People,
The Irritating Heat,
Stupidity everywhere.

Sweat that never dries.
The smell of the crowd.
Getting caught by the TC...

One thing bigger than the other.
Is there even a thing called system?
No basis of reasoning.

What is ethics? What is meaning itself?
Endless such questions to irritate.

People affect you.
Do you see that?
You can't live your life ever.

That is the grand illusion.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006



Bonsoir, my little loves.
I see, it's me writing to myself... Once again.
Me to Read what I have to say.
Me to know what I have done.
Me to laugh at myself.
And me to correct my Typos.
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