The Difference between Love and Friendship

Neha knows exactly the difference between Love and Friendship.

Besides Natasha's Dad thinks some of her shirts are too short too. He has just given up. Well, he's completely right. He only cares you see. But I guess it's tough to understand small things sometimes...

Natasha answers her question herself. She cares so much about everything I say now...even something like a shirt. I never thought it affected her soo much and I'm sorry. Actually she can do what she likes. She is responsible and sensible and quiet mature to make her own decisions. I just like to correct her small things because I really care about her too.

I would have definately told her even before if only I had realised it...

She is more important to me as a friend than a partner.

And I know I'm stupid so you all don't have to go about proving that... :P


Ruchika does know these things about me...it really surprises me how well she knows them about me...

Love you all!

One step at a time. It's the best way to go. Still... still there always are falterations aren't there? Well, it can't be helped too much.
As I walk up and down the worn, battered streets of Mumbai, my chappals feeling as aged as the street, I get the usual looks.
Is my T'shirt too short? Will Harsh get annoyed about it again? It's so strange isn't it? The moment the relationship get's that term "going around", their whole attitude changes. Like it's not about him and me, but it's about whether we're "going around" or not. Like it's some button one switches off and on. Shouldn't he care enough either ways? I'm the same. Or atleast I think I am. I wanted him to wear a pink shirt before, and I still do. How come he didn't notice my belly below my T'shirt before? Maybe it's a guy thing. What? I know I'm trying to convince myself.
"Heyyy!!!!", I'm enveloped in a big hug. I can smell Ruchika's strong perfume. How I've missed her!!! I smile looking into her excited face. "I've missed you guys soo very much!!!"
"Ooh, pooh!!! I'm sure you've been way busy to even think of us..." I say teasingly, "but we've definitely missed you. A lot. " Her smile remains steady. Jesus, what I'd do without her... Without any of my friends for that matter. Well, my school friends atleast. "Who else is coming? I see I'm first as usual."
"Except for Chotu, everyone's going to be here... Including your "friend""
"Christ, Ruch!!! You have to stop with that!!!" *Giggles* What? We are girls after all!!! She has this weird habit of calling Harsh "your friend", when she's the one who actually introduced us.
"Do you think my T'shirt's too short?"
"Looks fine."
"I'm talking Harsh short. Do you think he'll find it too short?"
She gives me a long laugh, and I know it's useless to bother now.
"Hello everyone!!!" Sneha and Divya enter. More hugs.
"Isn't Harsh coming?" Sneha asks.
"He'll be coming from work." Ruchika replies.
"Work?" I wonder to myself. Somehow Ruchika's always been more knowledged about these little things about Harsh.
"I thought he was going to work from Monday..?" I ask.
"I spoke to him, that's where he said he was." she replies.
Perhaps... "So Sneha, did you get the CD?"
"Oops!!! I forgot!!! Hey, don't remind him Ok?"
We all laugh. I hear Dinx mention their Travel and Tourism friends, "...and then she just went and sat next to Anand!!! Just like that!!!" Ruchika nods, but you can see her face fall a bit, "but he acted like it meant nothing to him. Oh!!! Ruch, he's just so great!!!" Ruchika nods again, feeling a bit better.
"Hello people!!!" Neha's here. I somehow get really excited to see her. I have no idea what it is, but even in college, I see her in the break, but if I see her again between class, I get excited again. It's so weird, I think if a third person reads all this they'd think I was lesbian or something. I'm not. More than me, I'd never disrespect my friends that way. I'm not insulting lesbians or anything, they're cool. But we're just not them.

Хьарш и Наташа

Hey....

So...yesterday, Natasha was at my place and we were getting a bit cosy...and my brother came into the room. He did'nt see much...but it was sudden and Natasha got really scared obviously.

Well, my brother is really cool and so ofcourse it's no big deal...
It's just that she thought that my brother would think that she is cheap. Well, no, cause my bro would never think that about my girl.

She was ok after I talked to her. Not her fault. Oh well....

Today she came to Bandra and we had Mousse at Birdy's. I paid for her and she made sucha cute face cause she does'nt like me paying all the time for her. Sooo adorable!

Then we went to Crossword here in Turner Road.

We sat on the floor. She read her Shantaram and I was reading Teach Yourself Russian!

It was soooo much fun to study beside her....I want to study for my exams beside her!!!

She is sooo adorable!!!

To my KABOOTAR

My Dear Kabootar,

Just wanna say that whats happening is for your best. I hope you have learnt from this that love is not a joke and you have to be very careful in whome you choose.

Now you can concentrate on other, more important things in life.
I am sorry I don't sound very positive or kind, but ruthless. But then life is not a fairytale. You have to work on it and make it one.

We all have our problems. Some people have more problems than others. But then also remember we are always here to support in whatever comes, whenever.

You know you are like a sister to me. So take care of yourself. Let's change things so that the next time you get drunk with me, you laugh like a freak.

Love,
Harsh

To My Dear Neha,

To My Dear Neha,
What I am about to tell you now, I am sure you've heard many times before, but honestly, there's is nothing better for me to say to you.
Life takes us through a lot. Or let me put it this way, we take our lives through a lot. There is the good and the excellent. Yes, those are the only two options there are. I'll tell you why. You see, no matter what decision you take, it is absolutely right and apt for that moment. Perhaps someone else might have done something else, but that's the problem, they're someone else. And if they would have done whatever, it would have been a good decision on their path, irrespective of whether it's the same as your decision. It's called "Individual Differences". And let me tell you one thing, I cannot discover that anyone knows enough to say definitely what is and what is not right. So in your place, your decision was right.
Coming to what is going to happen. See, we make decisions, but as you are fully aware, the consequenses of those decisions are never 100% guaranteed. And for that, I'm sorry. This is exactly what's happening, isn't it? But you're right not to regret it. At the same time, what will happen, will be for the best. And I know that it sounds all cliche, and it seems easy for me to say, but believe you me, it's true. It won't seem like it now, but you'll know that it's the best later.
Sometimes it's best to just let go. It's tougher and more torturing to hold on to something, no matter how much it seems worth it, it may not actually be.
One more, you don't even need to ask us to be there. We always are, and always will be there.
We're really honoured that you decided to share this with us and are really proud to have a friend like you. You have no idea how freakin' lucky we are to even have you as a part of us!!! I guess now I can truely say, that this blog is infact bringing us much closer. It's soo much easier to write soemthing down than to tell it. so much less frightening.
We all love you tons, and I say that knowing that all the six of us feel that way,
Harsh & Natasha.

Cadet #25 Mumbai ke liye taiyaar hai, Shreemaan!!!

It's pretty amazing how fast time can pass by if you're not thinking about it. My camp for instance, when I was there, every day seemed almost like a week, but now when I think about it, it seems soo very short!!!
Perhaps because of the hectic routine which started soo very early in the morning, it appeared to be much more than a day. You have to view the time table to actually get what I'm saying.

04:30: My friend's alarm would ring. Only my friend and I would get up at this and get ready.
04:45: I would turn on the lights and start waking the 29 others in my room.
05:00: The big Thaali would go "bang-bang", for soo freakin long, and it would be so loud that even a dead body would wake to it. I had to make sure that room duty was done till reporting time. Room duty was to sweep the room, alignt the beds after folding them in equal, emptying the dustbin, aligning the shoes in a straight line. Now the reason I had to take care all this was done was because I was voted room leader, and was asked by the "Didis" to take all kind of room responsibility. And since we had "best room award", we were specially asked to see to all these things, and mind you, they were checked upon.
05:45: Reporting ground time. If we would have gotten late, we were made to take rounds around the ground. Luckily I didn't evr have to do that.
06:00: Jogging, workout, and mass P.T.
06:30: Rifle Shooting (We used to National 25)
07:00: Lathi- It's like this long wooden rod you can use to beat up people, we were taught the different ways in which one can beat someone and what parts of the body can be beaten up.
07:30: Jamiya- It's like this dagger thing, you learn how to attack and defend youself from it. It used to be soo awesome!!!
08:00: Breakfast- We had to run to our rooms, get our plates, spoons and glasses, come down, stand in the line, eat our breakfast, wash our dishes, go back up to our rooms, keep the dishes, wear our caps and come back for our next class.
08:30: Lezim- It's like this Maharashtrian dance form with this tambourine-kind instrument. It was the most fun class ever!!! We used to dance like crazy...
09:00: Sangeet- We learned all these patriotic songs which were written in Hindi, since I can't read at singing speed, I sat and wrote the hindi pronunciations in English. The didis were pretty impressed.
09:30: Yoga- We all know that That is... *yawns*
10:00: Water break- yes, we had a seperate water break, we weren't allowed water between class.
10:15: Mantra Gyan- Easily the most boring subject. They taught is these Mantras, which atually wouldn't have been soo bad only if they had tunes that made feakin sense!!! They were soo off!!! The songs, or whatever they were, just didn't go.
10:45: Platoon duty- We were divided as per platoons also(I was in platoon #1). we had to keep our campus, toilets, the Cowshed, nursery and the Mess clean. There were 4 platoons, and duties rotated each day.
11:30: Bathing and cleaning time. We had to dress up in casuals for lunch.
12:30: Lunch
13:30: Silence period- Sleeping, bathing, washing clothes, making notes, etc..
15:00: Group discussion- debating and stuff... Fun thing
16:00: Snacks & tea
16:30: Squad Drill- Marching. With all these weird hindi commands. I finally know left and right in hindi. Saamne Salute, Message Salute, Bayee mud, Daheenay dekh... Blaa blaa... Total Military.
17:00: Karate- we all knwo what that is.
17:30: Games
18:00: Flag Down
18:30: Practise whatever
19:00: Go to rooms, get ready for dinner.
20:00: Dinner.
21:00: Prayers.

Failure

My Dear Friends,

Tonight I write to you in my failure.

The markets have shed around 8% in the last week, amidst mind boggling volatility. I have lost around 70% of my net worth.

Even if the markets recover I am expecting HUGE losses this month end. My 66% P.A. growth story has thus finished.

The market rise everyday saw decreasing volumes. The Indian market followed the Asian and European markets. Analysts have given many reasons like profit booking in the commodity markets and increase in American Interest rates.

One lesson I have learnt - Be Very Patient.

I took big risks so now i will make big losses. But I shall stand up again on my feet.

Sigur Rós - Glósóli

Here is the song which made me cry...

It is in Icelandic.

Nú vaknar þú
allt virðist vera breytt
ég gægist út
en er svo ekki neitt

úr-skóna finn svo
á náttfötum hún
í draumi fann svo
ég hékk á koðnun?

með sólinni er hún
og er hún, inni hér

en hvar ert þú....

legg upp í göngu
og tölti götuna
sé ekk(ert) út
og nota stjörnurnar
sit(ur) endalaust hún
og klifrar svo út.

Glósóli-leg hún
komdu út

mig vaknar draum-haf
mitt hjartað, slá
úfið hár.

Sturlun við fjar-óð
sem skyldu-skrá.

og hér ert þú

fannst mér.....

og hér ert þú

Glósóli.....

Glósóli : GLOW SUN

Now you wake
Everything seems changed
I look out
But is nothing at all

Out of-the shoes I then find
In her pajamas, she
In a dream then found
I hang by a codnun

With the sun is she
Og is it, in here

But where are you...

Go on a hike
And trot the street
Can't see out
And use the stars
Sits endlessly, she
And then climbs out

Glowsun-ny, she
Come out

I wake a dream ocean
My heart, beats
Bushy hair

Craziness at far-craziness
That duty-document

And here are you

I felt...

And here are you
Glowsun

Autumn's Grey Solace - Dormant

DORMANT

Days go by on their own
In circles
Delay, procrastinate
Only to miss out
Time has come to open up
To see

In my library
Books lay dormant
If only I could
Fill in the empty pages
With words
That truly mean something more

Persevere quietly
Be careful
Not to disturb
Our destiny
Waiting for me to face
All that is

In my library
Books lay dormant
If only I could
Fill in the empty pages
With words
That truly mean something more

In exhaustion I fall apart
No excuses for my lack of will

In my library
Books lay dormant
If only I could
Fill in the empty pages

Integration, Human Nature, Logic, Philosophy revisited and a Social Theory

I had my 1 day workshop on Commodity Trading. Beautiful. Not only because the way the Commodity Markets work. But just everything related. How the Global Markets are integrating and becoming dependent on each other.

Money can make even GEOGRAPHY interesting....

The prices of Soya Bean in Argentina have an impact on prices in India.
Due to the high price of Crude Oil, The price of Sugarcane has went up by 400% in the last year. Sugar in Brazil is used to make Ethanol fuel- and this accounted for 60% of total fuel consumption of Brazil. So Sugar Prices went up. Incidentally, Corn in the US is used to make Ethanol. The corn cake left behind is used as fodder. Due to increased supply, and abundance, its prices fell and Corn went up. Simple SYJC Economics.

So on and so forth. Everything is dependent on everything else.

With every 1000 points increase in SENSEX, there is 100,000 CRORE rupees of wealth generated in India. Imagine if you can.

As incomes rise in India, the demand for Gold increases. Gold is used in almost every function and auspicious day. India has a population of 1 billion people plus. Everyone buys a little. We can see the impact. This is pure Sociology in action.

Mathematics is the language of Reality. That's why I am looking for a teacher who would teach me Mathematics. It's so beautiful!

Technical Analysis is the use of Stock or Commodity graphs to figure out trends and forecast the future. One theory is called Elliott Wave Theory. It's simple- Markets act in a Chaotic way. Chaos Theory is a part of physics and more of mathematics (Fractal Geometry). Chaos is found in nature- the shape of leaves, turbulence, weather, etc. The flap of a butterfly in Brazil can cause a storm in Ohio,USA. Elliott believed that the stock market composed of ups and downs that were in cycles and behaved typically like this:


If you ask for a proof of this in relaity I present to you this:


Now, all this is related to Chaos because Wave No.3 is around 1.618% bigger than Wave No.1

This number 1.618 is the Golden Ratio. It is found in Ants, Leaves, Our faces, Architecture and is thought of as a perfect Ratio. It is related to the Fibonacci Sequence- 0,1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34...
The Fibonacci sequence is also found very frequently in Nature and was studied in a text of Sanskrit Language. So is this sheer philosophy? What Logic does it have? But thats how it is!

Logic.

Physicists have manipulated the speed of light always. But now, Physicists have now turned a ray of light REVERSE (http://www.physorg.com/news66582110.html)

Now, it turns out contrary to what our instinct tells us, Light goes FASTER when it is reversed! Even if you can comprhend what the above statement means, it seems to defy static logic. You see theories like Quantum Mechanics and their wierd ideas which make no sense! For example, Running an algorithm, without turning a Quantum Computor on! The more physics is progressing the more the nature of logic is changing. It's just relative!

Logic is just an assumption! So see all sides of the coin- and there have to be more than 2.

Isaac Newton on discovering Gravity said, "I feel like a child at the shores of an ocean, stumbling upon one or two pebbles shinier than the others and the vast ocean of Truth lay before me."

That statement gets tears in my eyes everytime! He knew that back in the 16th centuary, I say the same now except I want to put "infinity" instead of "vast ocean".


I like predicting the future. I was always fascinated by the social theories like Rennaisance, Romaticism, Modernism, Post-Modernism. I always like to jump to the future. I wonder what the next great Socio movement will come to pass.

The demand in US for Gold was high once upon a time. But now, perceptions have changed. Everyone has become "cooler". STEEL jewellery has come out in the markets. Its functional with real stones and saves you from the high gold prices. So forget Platinum.

I feel with everything INTEGRATING, and the birth of the Global Village, we humans are poised to ask deeper questions about ourselves- Our Consciousness, the impact of cloning and anti-aging.

Nanotechnology and medicine.

Genetic engineering and agriculture. You know, Scientist have come with a PINK and COLOURFUL variety of rice in Taiwan. Pigs have been made to glow FLOURESCENT. Genetic engineers are planning to put Jellyfish genes into crops so that they could glow and communicate with the farmer if they would be under climatic stress.


With increase in education and declining socio-cultural restrictions, man needs to revaluate the significance and meaning of love, family, desires, dreams.

Ultimately, I believe all markets will integrate and so will all currencies. There will be a system of credit. What's more, there will be a sort of collective consciousness in the world, reflecting greed, desire and all the human emotions. We will overcome poverty and disease to evolve into something deeper...unless Nature has other plans, which is usually does.

So, if you are still with me, here is to the future!

Responsibility and More Confusion

My Dad is Awesome!

He came early in the morning...I had to wake my bro up at 6 so that he could get him from the station.

Well, I opened my trading software at 10AM to find the market down. So I brought 2 put options of Nifty at a strike price of Rs.3700 and the Premium was Rs63.90. Basically I bet that the stock market will go below 3700 or else I loose 63.9 bucks per share. I took the bet for 200 shares. So my brother would not let me sell it when the market was fluctuating and falling further...well...suddenly my dad was to leave in 10 minutes to meet people and I was to go with him. Besides, the internet stopped working. So I thought that my 12,000 bucks had gone down the drain and I had to leave....

Anyways, my Dad askes me in the car,"So how is Your girlfriend!?"

I'm like,"What Girlfriend?! I don't have a girlfriend!"; and I have that fucking smile on my face.

He tells me,"Ravi told me all about it."

I said,"If you know already then why do you ask?"

He said,"I want to hear it from you. What's her full name?"

I had to change the topic fast. And so I went on to talk about the market till his phone started ringing. OK...


I went and met his Nephrologist....and found out i have fungus growing all over my FACE!

Next I went to my Diamond uncle's office. He is arranging all the stay and everything. The tickets were not even confirmed till the evening. The visas were fresh hot....But everything was put together.

The thing with my Dad is that he does everything in the end moment and does it sooo cooly and awesomely! And your just standing there....Maybe I imbibe this from him.


SO the flight is to leave at 12:30 and we leave home at 10:30PM. Great. Tons of traffic on the road.

We reach the airport. The passes are not ready. How do you get in? I just walk pass the entrance like im a passanger. Ofcourse there is someone to explain them my true identity. There is tons of confusion! I'm holding someones Pepsi glass at one time, getting shouted at another, and holding 2 immigration forms at yet another.

After all this and more, we come to the lobby where on one side we have chairs that my brother's firm supplied and Jewellery that is supplied by my diamond uncle on the other side!

Well, finally my dad and the whole gang makes it through and my mom tells me,"I feel like a kid when he gets excited."

My parents have never travelled before. My dad deserves this and waaay more. I have seen him work hard. I have seen him come home at 3AM. I have seen him go to a murder sight or a bomb explosion sight at 2AM. I have waited for him for dinner till 11 every night!

Responsibilty.

My dad has asked me to look after HIS stocks till he is out. That is, 5th June. SO now I'm in charge of a BIIIIG field.....this is going to be interesting...

With soo much going on right now, life is just a rollercoaster and I'm loving the adrenaline rush just yet!

My parents' Eurotrip...

Well, my parents come tommorrow morning and then leave tommorrow evening for Europe.

So tommorrow will be one hectic day. Best of luck to me!

Their 25th anniversary will be in Europe! I am happy for them!

Keep Yourselves Free on Friday!

Neha is leaving on Saturday.

Ruchika is leaving on Sunday.

Then once they are gone,
Leaving us alone,
No more meeting,
No more greeting,
No more hanging out,
No more being a lout,
So please please don't let me down,
Since they are going out of town,
Think at least about my heart,
And if you are busy, be a little smart,
I ask for only one day.

Keep yourselves free on Friday.

An Interview with the Director of AF and BSE

I did nothing much today, except watched a wierd movie about AIDS in French, which I thought was lesbian.

Then I got a call from AF saying that the director would like to see me at 4.
I went there and talked to him- Could not express myself very well, was confusing words.
I gave a written test and made silly mistakes as usual...So I was suggested to take level 2 and not what I wanted- Level 3.

My phone bill has dropped to Rs.1800 from Rs.2900. It shall be lower this month.

I went to BSE for regestering me, my brother, and one of our friends for the one day session on Commodity Trading. They take cash only till 3. Well, the market was acting wierd today...volatile and cranky like a kid- but it pulled it's act togetherin the end. My bet has gone upto Rs.148. I exit the bet at Rs.124. Whatever...

And she says,"Farewell My Little Friends"- for she is in the sky...

Divi Divi!
You are a white lily,
How I wish you were Brooooooown.
Inside my little Toooown!

When you turn around ,
Everyone is just bound,
What a lovely little mime,
When you say," I am happy..."
"....while everyone is feelin crapy.."

And you dont care for this world
For you are a little bird,
You are all ready,
To take off and go steady.

Everyone looks at you
-and you are above the blue,
Looking down upon the cage,
Which traps our hearts,
And your eyes are darts,
That make the world seem so vague.

Glósóli

The Glowing Soul.

Every once in a while I stumble upon a song which makes me cry.

Well this is one of them. I just had to share this.

IIJS 2006 Fashion show.

The fashion show was boring. The designs were horrible. The performances were boring. the food was bad. Was supposed to have a spanish test that got cancelled.

The more spanish I am learning, I am realising it gets a bit tougher.

I want to do something exquisite in Jewellery...I'm terribly bored of the same crap...............................................................................................................................................................................................

Ruchika, Knotts, Destiny, To Sell or not to Sell

This is to keep Natasha updated.


So I was supposed to go to the IIJS 2006(India International Jewellery Exhibition) today, which is at Goregaon. I worked till 11:30 yesterday night basically trying to finish up and convert my Powerpoint presentation to a DVD (Which kinda ruined it...). So after having a fucked up day yesterday, I called Ruch this morning...


You see Ruchika and Me have very interesting "interaction". It somehow seems to support Hindu numerology I believe. Or again, it may be just a clash of personalities. Whatever I try to do to better our interaction, something HAS to come in the way. Then I loose my head and do stupid things, like break her belt, go and tell someone that she likes him and/or break her bangles. Not that all this really is a big deal but still. And the simple fact that it is I who did it makes her burn in fire. Especially, considering what has come to pass between us. Totally understandable. But its an unchanging pattern; so much so that it doesnt matter to us anymore, wether I get her into trouble or the fact that she will have to suffer. We all take shitty risks with her like getting drunk at her place. But then nothing will happen. But if I even TOUCH her, shes in shit because of it. Small shit. But still. And then she is all formal and all completely. I don't know if thats good because it creates distance. Again, it keeps you less worried that she is so adjusting. Now to continue with the story.


SO I call Ruch this morning. I tell her to come home ASAP. The plan was that I see a French Cartoon (the same one) with her over lunch at my place. I was supposed to go to Goregaon at 3-3:30 since I did not have an entry pass. she comes to my house at around 12. 12:05 I start getting panic calls from Goregaon, "The presentation is not working." Besides that I was really confused as to what is to be done to an investment in the Stock market. I ended up doing nothing. The situation was something like this: (I had gotten in to the position at 79 bucks)


Now i could have sold n then bought again if the market will go down again. But If i wait I can make bigger bucks...Either ways, my aim is to learn and so I wanted to see what would happen and wanted to do away with the decision since so much was going on anyways and I was getting shit late. (For Ruchika- The position ended at 93 bucks today.)

At first I tell them that I'm gonna come immediately after lunch. Then, my uncle calls n tells me to come over there and then have lunch. So Ruch decides to go back home n have lunch and I end up feeling really bad only once again. I walk with her till the station where we seperate out.

I am checked (railway pass) twice before I reach SEEPZ. There I find my burnt CD still lying on the table. This meant that they had delivered a blank CD at Goregaon. Baffoons. So I got ready with everything, took a backup of the presentation in the original format and reached the IIJS Hall 1. There- no entry pass.

To put it in short, I love how we bend rules in India by using influ.

I did just that and got a pass for me n two of my colleagues after a few phonecalls, running around and answering stupid questions. By the time I got in it was 4:30.

I got the presentation online n waited for a time where I could get lunch. But situations where such that I could not get lunch. Soon it was 5:30 and we had to pack up for the day. I made it at around 7:30 and had a Maggie. I wanted to meet Ruch again to give her a blank CD for Sneha. The one she burnt for me before doesnt work. But Ruch said she was to tired after french and did not want to walk till my place since it would take 15 mins. Whatever.

What a day...

SCREAM

SCREAM

When I'm gone....

To my Angels,
Let me start with the usual, Thank you. Thank you all.
Every individual is unique. In a very wide sense even so.
As I walk on the road each day, I look at the people and wonder...
Wonder if they have even a life half as great as mine, and someting answers my question in the negative. I feel elated.
Elated everytime I think of any one of you all.
How lucky I am!!! How very lucky infact to have you.
It feels great to know that someone cares for you, with choice. No obligations in this are there? No one is forced to care, to like, to love an individual. But you all do, and respect too.
So, Thank you.
I have exactly 5 minutes to finish this, and so I'll start with messages to each one of you.

Ruchika:
You know I love you. You know me soo very much and we go through the same stupid feelings all the time, but you know what? It's OK to feel the stupidity, it's human. So take care of your trip. And oh yeah, you're worth a million and 1 Anands or who evers for that matter, so whoever you think is nice, I'm not going to think is nice enough for you. You ROCK!!! Go rock Singapore. I depend on you for that.

Sneha:
You are soo perfect!!! How do you do it? Like one little dolly!!! Hey, Jared loves you , OK? He lowes you!!! Sorry to say, but you deserve the best, so if he doesn't, it's his loss, and you know that. Thank you for being there when I've had my little problems. I lowe you too!!!

Dinky:
Keep being yourself. You'll cange as per experience and those changes will make you happy and you'll want them. i love you for making me laugh all those times. you are one of the bestst friends one can ask for. Lowe you!!!

Neha:
We all lowe you. Don't ever think that anything that you do will make us love you less, so FOR gOds sake, don't hide things from us. We really care. And we know that you do too. Thank you for making my college life soo much more bearable. Lowe you!!

Chotu:
I miss you. Thats all I have to say to you. Oh yeah, and I lowe you too. Don't get into too much trouble. And you are going to do soo freakin well in life. No more KTs for you. i have faith in you, ok?

Mon amour:
Don't change yourself for me. You are soo awesome. And I am soo lucky!!! You know I lowe you. A lot!!! i miss you crazy!!! Ok, i'm getting hell late!!! My mind isn't even working too much. Meet my mum today. Love you soo much. don't go out with someone else in my absense.... :-p Bye.

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hey ppl!!!!!!!
im gettin used 2 dis blog thingy n finally i realise dat its a lot of fun.......coz no1 except US can read wat v write........ i mean its like just US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dis is cool fun.........
neways guys,if u'll think dat onie u'll can surprise us by puttin sum weird pic of ruch, den well..........just chek dis 1 out...........................................